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Lost Voices

by Social Circle

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1.
Lost Voices 01:09
There’s never silence when ears keep ringing, singing each lonely end Whispering last feelings, Whimpering to their deaths frequencies to be forgotten And we go on through life listening but hearing less and less Despite our best efforts to open up to change We experience within a narrowing range of thoughts and choices So I try my best to find the future’s lost voices
2.
Tendrils 02:53
We want to solve the mystery of how to really pass the time And for all our honest hesitation, let us find a second life As some culmination out it’d spring To reach up high and wrap around everything Wanting to matter to anyone But lately I feel surrounded by glass In life’s final stage to watch everything pass me by For others like me - well, don’t we all wear it so well? For all the places I was told that I should see Well, I’m just trying to find some people who love me And maybe then get a chance to finally see and learn something about myself And dreams fall apart but nobody waits for the smoke to clear To hold out to see the second coming of formative years Feel everything around start to breathe again You were told so many things that you could be But you just know now you’re so tired of being lonely Until everybody gets a chance to see and learn something about themselves Well, it will take the help of someone else And you’re spending so much time stomping out true feelings The tendrils still burst through the dew And you search for someone who really knows you And to learn so much after so much time can suck the life from me
3.
From my time in the nursery through my ten-year high school anniversary I’ve found a way to keep the nets and shots away from me But in the seconds at a time and the wandering back of my mind I fantasize diving into my wild own pain & suffering Just for me to feel To lock up behind and lose the key I indulge impulses - can return to normalcy Find a way to bring some self and sense back into me But I can picture my heart attack in a truck with a jazz organ ending As I fall out and the wheels spin me out of my lane off the cliff crash and burst into flames Just for me to feel To tune in and out then I’m really there and gone With The world removed from itself there are only so many chances But I’d float off into the distance, looking for a force to mete out existence Lonely routines and dreams of friends Underneath that all, so many visions where I seek the end
4.
Trailer 01:58
Down the road if things go well There'd be no way you could tell all I don't say about myself If I could be someone else forever, then I'd never get my way Why does it take a smile to meet someone new? I want to save those I have left for the moments that are true 'Cause get-to-know-you kind of people go about with real purpose Instead of spending all they have just to flash out on the surface And everybody's always talking trying to get a look from you Can I beat them without playing saying things I know are true? This is how we are No, I won't feign excitement just to get closer to you To be the clown without a clue would get me down But you will know when I am happy 'cause the moment will be...
5.
True? 01:12
True, but what good could that do if honesty won’t ever make you run but wait for all the moments that never come? Picturing what you’d do in so many situations, bathing in your words to perfect conversations With those you long to impress and love and hold and hold you too? Well, that don’t sound much like honesty to me, in case no one ever told you
6.
Stonemason 01:43
Keep losing myself in weird ways As he slips free from me to swim swiftly into the sea of people He's all I've known - can I go chase him? I'm so far from myself by now, he could be a stonemason Building a big wall I know he'd love to watch me climb Instead I wear all black to work and mourn the death of time, time of dignity No time for action left, just rough reflections When the parody of myself leaves little room for direction For all the worlds left in the game Let's get the flutes to fly me to a new place where everybody would know my name
7.
Witness 02:31
If you’re feeling down Thought you might as well keep going Until you’ve been through the center of the earth Through hell to see the extent of true misery And you end up out the other end to the ocean, treading desperately And you can’t flail forever just for air to breathe With all you know now, there’s no one around to share what you’ve seen If you make it to shore, will you remember anything but swimming for your life? With isolation, does this world drown every true witness?
8.
Orphic Night 02:40
Stepping out at night with no light down on the streets Finally get some room to breathe To the creatures I sing fully but I now hardly feel a thing With eyes adjusting from the daylight sleep As they water in the cold But I’m still searching for the portals to the underworld With tall wishes: reclaim my best lover the past has ever rendered As the moonlight glistens in the trash in the ditches - always seen & never remembered For you I’ll still be a fool to try to matter I can lead you out of your hell if only I seem to know what to do I wanna stop and look around for you, but I get dragged down, too
9.
One can die without ceasing to exist as intimate moves pave the way to more meaning days Up from my social ladder, can’t find no one to whom I truly matter Well, when you’re stretched so thin you break apart in the wind It’s true that everyone forgets you - better find someone you can hold onto Well known to all means so little to each one when we deserve much more to share beneath each setting sun and through the darkness I’ve been sick of all the noise, exaggerations from all the boys And no one’s that funny - it takes too much honesty and cunning And no one wants to be the true jester and put up with all of the laughter of your honest pain No one will want to admit to feeling that they can relate to such a lonely fool, but how they’re entertained again I expend so much life just trying to keep it together And if that’s enough, let’s top it off, I’m told no one really lives forever One can live having faded away as you try to read the rules and find that it just so happens So let’s look lively and spend your time ever so wisely Gather things that you’ve hoped and sort out the fortune power and fame, find someone to whom your name won’t be forgotten in the next fifteen but shining in the clear, flowing, endless stream of love
10.
GOK 02:05
11.
Hoarder 02:07
Taking on a whole life as one would seem to me I keep collecting everything I can With hopes it'll all coalesce into a golden way with little void to which to stray As old furniture rots in the woods I act I care about bull shit much more than I should But by now you can connect all the dots - that I can't express a whole lot And these cries for help fell on deaf ears when born out of escape I know I'm not the one that you truly needed So I create for me to lead on my own The wreckage reflects just what I don't like about me Yes, my museum just leaves me empty And I could walk all over this world watching love from every border I'd stand on It's love and joy people share and I have it, too I wish I could give some of mine away, but I'm a hoarder
12.
The years peel off of us In fits and starts as we fly back and forth to our own broken hearts we continue to think we get closer to our true selves But can we help how we choose to go about what’s within tuning out for something else than the day-to-day - the way in which we fade awayaway I could pick you wildflowers and be such a dear So sure of myself while no one is here By now I’d figure the whole world would stop singing to me But on its sweet tears I still float and close to note-for-note take in all that I still can

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Recorded on a Tascam 424 over the summer at Pit Bull Manor in Athens, GA. Mastered by Michael Potter.

All originals besides one cover (guess which one ;) ) by the Sapptet:
Shiny Sapp - vocals
Shadow Sapp - guitars
Ray Sapp - bass
Patches Sapp - keyboards & sampling
Julius Sapp - drums
Lunita and Rocko Sapp - backing vocals

And help from the 1987 Athens Choral Society on the title track.

Songs of longing and pondering written and performed by the Sapptet. Co-writing credits from Ernest "Saves" LoBue and William "Jefferson" Cantrell on #2, 4, 6, 9, 11.
🙏🏻 8/14/2018 ❤️

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released August 13, 2018

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